"It’s 4am and there’s someone lying next to me
At first I hope it’s you but then I know it’s not
I can’t smell the coconut in their hair
From their favorite shampoo they use
And their fingers don’t fit in mine
Like the missing pieces to a puzzle
Their body doesn’t feel as warm next to me
Like yours does when I lose my blankets
Their breathing doesn’t match mine
It sounds like a broken record
I am not synced with them like I was with you
Then it hits me like a freight train
I’ve done it again,
My god I’ve done it again
I’ve taken someone else home to forget
The taste of you that is still in my mouth
I’ve been trying to fill the void,
I can feel it, it stings,
It’s a hole in my chest from losing you
Someone once told me that
it takes twice as long to get over someone
Than your entire relationship was
That means I should’ve only had to wait
32 weeks, 83 days, and 390 hours,
To be okay again, to let you go
But I still see your face when I turn the corner
And my heart still stops when I overhear your name
It’s 4am and there’s someone lying next to me
I know it isn’t you but
I pretend it is to make the pain of losing you
Hurt a little bit less"

no one makes me feel complete like you did (via n4ughty-y)

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My friend once told me
she liked this guy because of his hands
And I found it absurd that anyone
would develop feelings over one feature,
and not care about the rest

It wasn’t until you used your hands
to cup the back of my neck the first time we kissed
and I could feel your firm grasp pull me closer,
and my insides exploded
and my head buzzed with bliss.

And the first night you slept over,
you fell asleep with your hand
laid over my stomach
and your fingers felt like a fire
that I didn’t mind burning my skin.

The first time we got drunk,
was the first time you played with my hair,
and my god I was hooked,
I’d drink forever if it meant you’d never stop.

And in public you’d hold my hand,
and rub your thumb in little circles
that left me wanting you more,
no matter what you would never let me go,
I was glued to you,
and I honestly didn’t mind

When we talked about breaking up,
you saw my lips quiver with fear,
and you brushed over my lips with your fingers
before pulling me into your lap
and you kissed me like never before.
With your hands on my hips
pulling me so close to you,
leaving no space in between us.
It was then I realized I never wanted you to go

Its now that,
I finally understand why hands
were the only feature that mattered


Hands: Carol Shlyakhova(strong-but-breakable)

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Me everyday of my life

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The romantic soulmate is only one aspect of this notion. 

     Never forget that. 

this is so beautiful and perfect…

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· looks fever ·

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Feed me

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Everything you love is here

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